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spent a few hours outside sourcing for a good idea... eventually.. ended up at Bras Basah... i think i still prefer to DIY.. but often the result is that my DIY dont look classy enough. or rather, it simply looks disastrous...
spent the rest of the day trying to DIY... felt that i have over-estimated what i could do. ended up with a sore middle finger because i had to keep using the pen knife and with all my energy i had... and the result of the DIY? a flop... sighhhhhh....... now i have to nurse a middle finger... hope at the end of it all, my DIY will turn out good... i mean my second-best idea.. hahahaha... since first best cant make it.. den have to make do with second best lor....
feeling a bit tired.. not because of anything.. jus suddenly tired.. feel like 中场休息 for a while... so in case i dont blog again... pls do not be mistaken that i have abandoned this space... will be back soon.
awwww.... it was 空欢喜一场... hahahaha... cam 2 behaved like cam 1. or rather.. cam 2 became cam 1. hahahhahaa... it's my first time operating cam 2 as a cam 1.. n i have to say.. IT IS POSSIBLE.. but the focus thing... hmmmm... i think is beyond hope.. hahahaa...
i think i need to pray for a bigger platform.. made of something more strong rather than wood. and no matter how people lean against the platform, i will still not shake.. and of course, i need to pray for a pair of stronger legs. hahaha.. there were moments where cam 2 started shaking.. because? my right leg cannot take it and start to shiver.. hahahahahah... if only i was on concrete.. hahahaha.... but all in all, i would say its an experience.. hehehe...
and the communion time.. where i was asked to place my subject on the left.. and not knowing what is coming up, i jus put.. and heng heng.. its right in the box.. wahhhhh... fascinated.. hahaha... facinated by myself.. lol.. need a lot of concentration.. cos no cam 2 to back me up..cam debbie oso xiong ah.. hahahaa...
this morning.. woke up at 8.55am.. so hard to crucify my flesh to wakie.. finally got out of bed.. but feel that my stomach weird weird.. sigh... stomache... finally reached expo.. aiya.. 10am liaoz.. cannot la.. mus go toilet.. finally cleared everything.. i think all my dinner came out.. ate too much india rojak ytd.. hahaha.. so i attended svc with a super empty stomach.......... sighhhhhhhh... everything was like a gust of wind after svc.. hahaha..
okay.. i m gonna rest my brain and my legs now.. blog again maybe... later...
boy.. took a nap for abt 2 hrs.. and my 脚板 still hurts.. hahahhaha.... come to think of it.. it was quite a challenge for me personally. the feeling of having to know that there's no one to back u up... and gotta stay focused the entire time.. bleah... a new challenge.. hahaha.. faith, jiayou~! grow taller! hahahahaha
was jus looking back into the past... not too far back.. just about 2 - 3 months back.. looking back at my exams period... minus "him", i realise that it was really a no easy time that i had. and it was a repeat of the year before and even earlier.. the time where i was really stressed out.. wondered how i pulled through that period of time.. and now that i have finished my education there, i wondered how i ever pulled through those years in there.
its unbelievable... beyond my comprehension..
"mummy" finally got msn... boy.. she's really stressed and ask me how.. hehehe.. the only thing i could offer her was.. pray... having to cope with rae, projects, life and stuff.. it really isnt easy.. plus rae's chinese is a disaster.. but of course, improving.. but her standard as compared to her peers are a bit far off.. got quite a bit to catch up.. its really good to "see" "mummy" around... if only she had webcam.. :-)
been sneezing.. its really dusty cleaning up my room.. i think my nose is dropping off soon.. lol... dumped a lot a lot of things.. i think the next set of things to dump will be all my lecture notes from SIM.. i feel so sayang to throw.. it is like all my time, my youth, my life, my blood all inside.. ask me throw... awwwww.... pain..... still haben finish packing... dunno why i got so many things.. and my real mummy wants me to scan her wedding photos for her.. she say the colour fading... sighhhhh.... so many pics to scannnnnnn......
tml.. i am gonna take out my "amulet".. hahaha.. my 护身符...
oh yes.. olympics craze.. i think somehow i got some sports blood in me.. so its really a fantastic time catching all the actions "live" on tv.. really enjoying myself.. from bball to weightlifting to volleyball to beach volleyball... a pity the synchronised diving is tml at 2.30.. i cant catch it unless i dun need to serve... sighhhhhhhhhh..... olympicsssssssss
2) still in the midst of packing my stuff.. clearing things and storing them properly.. its really dusty and dirty.. sighhh.... and TIRING!
3) i used to wonder why people's wallets inside got so many receipts.. now my own wallet is plague with receipts.. hahaha... so many of them... gotta find time to go clear them...
4) jus now fangya took out a list.. and there was this column where it states something.. the issue that i have been burying.. this is like the second time this week i am "exposed" to this issue... i think God's hinting me to go deal with it? hahaha... can i continue burying it for the time being?
5) am adjusting my own expectations a bit. in preparation for Sunday's 12.30pm service. i have no idea how i am going to react. neither do i know whether i will even perform naturally.. i hope i will be fine. jus a thought on the bus as i was travelling to fairfield jus now.. if i really want to avoid "him" and avoid totally, i think the only way is to leave tv.. but on hindsight, do i have to resort to such extreme reaction..
6) pof.. will u be there on Sunday?? and then hor, Monday wanna go cycle? or wanna go zoo? hahahahahha
spent the day scanning photos, rearranging some furnitures... so tired... oh ya.. i bought a wrist guard ytd... i originally have one already.. but i thought this one has a better support for my wrist... not cheap though.. but for the sake of my wrist... hmmmm..... this one wear liao makes my wrist look like its in a very serious condition.. the one that i had originally looks less serious... so i guess i will have to wear some jackets to go along with this new guard... come to think of it.. i have been living on wrist guard for about 8 years... seems pretty long eh..
9.30pm.. on Channel U, show a video of Victor Lim who was born 2 hrs after SG declared independence.. he say he feels very proud to be able to grow up with SG and stuff... chey.. please lor.. he jus migrated... hahahaha...
oh yes.. this coming Monday oso dun need to go work.. Dorothy hopes that i can go in during the Sept hols.. but i think most likely, i am gonna find a perm job liaoz.. dun wanna wait liaoz.. no income, no money, no life.. sheesh... time to find a job and start applying.. like wad poffy says, i shdnt think so much and let so many things stop me from finding a job...
Yep! today NO need to go work... woke up at almost 12 noon.. when the sun's right above me.. had lunch at suki sushi with my sis n mum... hmmmmm.... i think they really need more service crews.. aft that we walked around orchard... man.. how long was it when i last went orchard... i think quite a while back already...
dinner was SPAGHETTI with POFFY! @ Swensens.. erm... forgot to take pics.. hahaha... but it was good.. except that the noise is all being trapped within the space.. so a bit noisy.. Poffy picked the tab... thanks gal... i was "threatened" to keep my wallet.. hmmm...... we'll go have fun on Friday k? hahahaha... see u wan indoor activities or outdoor activities.. ;-)
jus now poffy took out something.. which kinda attacked something that i kept burying.. something that i am bothered with but yet i cant do anything about. something that i chose to bury deeper and deeper.. i hope i wont start the cycle again.. and keep thinking abt it.. i gotta bury it further and further... sheesh...
am planning what i shd do tml... i think i shd finish up scanning the pics of China.. and start with the Aussie ones... hmmmm.... or shd i jus sleep n watch shows online.. hmmmmm.....
yay yay... dun need to work tml.. boss say 11 Aug den come back again... hahaha.. went in for a day only and i am off again... time to play and be merry again... hmm... feels that life is gonna be unproductive.. but better enjoy this while i will not be able to do it again.. sighhh....
last night... there were 2 pple doing time log when svc first started... and the 2 pple really do timelog until super high and happy.. hahaha... u can never imagine how "interesting" and exciting it can be to do time log...
it feels so amazing how God brings different people together, getting to know one another, and bring people closer together. giving support, encouragement, fellowship and bonding together. and u know for sure, that its not a hi-bye relationship, and its a friendship that is built on something strong.. something that is true and real... amazing...
i'm wondering if i shd abandon nokia and change to samsung phone or something... pretty sick of nokia's boringness.. but i like its simplicity.. sighh... how to find the "perfect" ideal phone.. hahahahaaa.....
in the end.... Adalia did cam 1 instead of Faith. Faith had a fun time praise and worshipping and hanging around. Adalia 宝刀未老... she say she haben do cam 1 for a looooooong time.. hahaha... but is she ownself volunteer to do cam 1 for me one.. hahaha... (i think my bed wont shake tonight right? hehehe.. )
while we were praise and worshipping.. suddenly... we realise... KC was beside us... hahaha... dunno since when one.. todae Omega didnt wear his hat anymore. and Pastor Kong and Pastor Tan appeared.. the lightings were really beautiful.. and todae cam 2 really capture some of the nice lightings... i like.. so nice.. hehehe... super wide.. den pan... :) mei mei..
Debbie got me a 降落伞... thank you Debbie.. u must be quite disappointed when omega didnt wear his hat right? ;-)
okay.. i think i shall end here todae. tml will be a long day. this week is gonna be a long week. hope i can pull through.. till then.. good night peeps..
remember that time i went macau, zhuhai and HK? so i had to take a ferry to HK from Macau. think it was a 1 hr journey by ferry... when i reached HK and when i went to bed that night, i felt that my bed was floating on water... man... that sucks... and when i had to return to SG, when i landed that night and went to bed, i felt my bed floating too.. in this air this time... sighhh....
and last night... this is really bad.. hahaha... i felt my bed shaking... not because its the seventh month, but beacuse of the platform... awww.... the headache was kicking in again... i think it didnt go away after the first night... den second day had to wakie early to see doc n call time was 1pm... so din manage to sleep in.. den the headache jus lurk ard.. hahaha... so i tried to sleep last night... with the headache.. but the bed kept shaking... hahahahahha... took a while before i got to sleep...
aiyoh... why like this.. hahaha... never experience this kind of thing before.. bed shaking, bed floating on water, bed floating in the air.. hahahaha... i feel myself shaking n floating... lol....
